I'm turning 30 next year. I'm not really sure how that happened. I'm surprisingly not that sad about it. I think that my thirties are going to be my best decade. I spent my early twenties working at a fast food seafood restaurant and going to school full time. My mid twenties are a blur of margaritas and espresso shots. My late twenties have definitely been THE BEST. I got married, had a baby, got a job I love, and bought a house. The only thing that I really don't love about my life...my weight. It slowly crept up through my twenties and has been stuck since around 2010. I don't hate myself because I'm a little fluffy, but I know I'm not healthy. I've decided that I want to lose 30 pounds by my thirtieth birthday in May. I have a daughter now and I want her to see me healthy and happy. It's not just about how I look either; I really want to get healthy and be a good example for her.
Another goal that I have is to lose the weight without buying anything-no shakes, no pills, no energy drinks, no gym membership. Full disclosure: I do currently have a 3 month Weight Watchers membership that I signed up for about a month ago. I don't go to meetings, but I do track online...once in a while. I think WW is a great program, but I don't think it's really necessary to lose weight. I will not be renewing once this three months is up. I am so sick of "diet culture". I believe that this culture is a major reason why people are overweight. I want to be an example, to my students, to my family, to my friends, that you don't have to spend a cent to be healthy. Is it going to be easy? Heck no. Is it going to be worth it? Hell yes. I want to be able to have energy when I get off work. I want to be able to FIND MY MOTHERLOVING SIZE IN A STORE. There's nothing wrong with being plus sized, but I'm just sick of it.
When I reach my goal in May I'm rewarding myself by scheduling family photos with my favorite photographers. I'm already planning our outfits. I can not wait. My other goal is to wear a bikini on the beach in October. Hashtag: I got this.
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